I was content in knowing you

I was content in knowing...
You see me even if I haven't told you I see you too.

I was content in knowing...
I have your back to support me, while we both experience unspoken connectedness.

I was content in knowing...
I was able to support you in a way I know how, although we both know you needed the support I cannot give.

I was content in knowing...
I can see you through a window full of walls that bind your space between mine.

I was content in knowing...
I have to distance myself from you to lessen the pain we are giving to those who made a difference in our life.

I was content in knowing...
That with you, I have come in full circles understanding the magic of my existence.


Namaste! Sending my love to the universe and humanity.

I Admire You

I admire you... Because...
You have the capacity to see a hurtful situation beyond the hurt it brings. 

I admire you... Because...
Even if your hurting inside, you still manage to see the light behind the dark clouds.

I admire you... Because...
You always have the heart to make the feelings of others a priority before yours.

I admire you... Because...
You try to understand a situation, judging the outcome using your heart instead of listening to your ego.

I admire you... Because...
When you love, you love with all your heart it doesn't matter if it has been responded to or not.

I admire you... Because...
I know that the way you give love reflects the way I also give love.

I admire you the most for understanding the real me when nobody else can.


Namaste! Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity.

Angels Works in a Mysterious Way

People in our life come and go, some of them come as an angel, opening doors that lead us to be aligned to the purpose of why we are brought into this world.

The opportunity of meeting them sometimes comes as a surprise, the unexpected turn of events when they made that difference seemed so unreal, if one is not tuned into ones own intuition, their presence brings havoc.

At some point, one may come into conclusion that this person is their soulmate, but in reality, the purpose they come across your path is to consciously brings awareness of love within oneself.

I have been fortunate enough to encounter one, my sense of connection with all the people I care about changes, letting me see the unconscious enabling I had been providing towards the people I care and love deeply.

Although it seems like I want their presence all the time, I realize that the time spent with them is a blessing enough.

So to you my angel, thank you for coming into my life, I will always love you for bringing awareness to the real meaning of love, and I will always treasure the time we spent being together.

Namaste everyone!  Sending peace and love to the universe!

Little quirks in life

I admit it, I try to internalize my feelings first before I open up to anyone, knowing for sure I get my point across without being misunderstood.  But lately, I tend to just say anything that comes to mind, because of frustration... I guess.

Now, a question comes in mind. "How can I get my husband to understand my point of view?"... Bear in mind that we are talking about women's vs men's own interpretation in answering a question.

I have read Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus by John Gray.  It teaches me a lot when it comes to dealing with understanding how men interpret a question being asked. But yet, I'm still dumbfounded every time I had to deal with his little quirks.

At times I tell myself, enough is enough, this guy needs a reality check. But that's it, I'm only limited to my own words, I need to know how to do it in action. Better yet, stand on my ground by way of action.

At the end of the day, I'm also dumbfounded at myself, for always seeing the best side of everything even if at times he is crossing my boundaries.  What else can I say, I'm not the ABCD type option of a person. I stick like a super glue when it comes to the aspect of my personal life's important decision making... So help me GOD.

"Just a little side of me, behind the scene of my daily existence. Sending peace and love to the universe while understanding my journey."

Namaste Everyone!

The Closed Door with a Broken Key

You opened the door long have been shut, forgotten and tucked away.
Found the broken key I purposely threw and walked away.
With the touch of your hand you returned it to me with a tear.
A moment of sadness I never thought I once again would be able to feel.

I know you will never understand exactly what had just transpire.
That moment you blindly opened the door, I had forgotten for in a while.
Handing me the broken key and fixing it with your uncanny smile.
Leaving me helpless, rekindling the familiar feeling hidden for a long time.

It pains me to realize I could not once again comply, with that familiar feeling
behind the door you unknowingly opened, and just left behind.
Once more I have to throw away the found key, closed the door you have
blindly opened with unconscious gesture you unwittingly provide.

I look back to stare at the closed door I once had forgotten in a while.
Learn to admire that painful feeling inside a hidden door I left behind.
Now I can move forward with a light heart and a peaceful smile.
Because you inadvertently provide a blissful feeling that made this all worthwhile.

Thank you my friend!




 

Changing Gears

Oh my!!! a big change?.... What can I say, it's all about prospective... I guess.  After weighing the pros and cons, CHANGING GEARS when it comes to settling down real estate wise, the best option is to be free from the foot hold of your property. Yes, you read it right... "Free from the foot hold of your property in ONE  LOCATION."

I love traveling and exploring places, which I know will feed my desire to learn real life experiences. I guess that's what made me thought that the next big change in our life will be to change gears... Literally CHANGE GEARS when it comes to buying a home, and we did.  WE BOUGHT A MOTOR HOME and moved in it.

Love it, love it, love it...  So excited to plan our trips, while imagining every location we will be visiting soon.  The best part about it, we will be able to take Snooby our cat with us.  What can I say, that's just pretty exciting!!!

Looking forward to blog every adventure we will experience through the coming years. Sending LOVE and PEACE to the Universe.

Thank you for reading, namaste. 

Procrastination Alert!!!

Well, that's me... I need to finally just do it, no more excuses!!!  Years had been wasted because of self talk about this and that, but in reality, I realized I had the procrastination habit working in full force.  Yes, I admit it... excuses are the best alibi to not accomplish anything.  The question is ??? did it made a difference in my own personal growth as an individual in pursuit of something?, or did it not?

The answer lies on the fact that yes, indeed, it made a difference in my personal growth.  I come to a conclusion that blaming the situation, the people, the places, and anything and everything in between did at least gave me some time to ponder, " I want to accomplish what I want to accomplish, not what others want me to accomplish."  Although I like learning from others, I realized that in a situation where everyone are still learning, people tend to be conscious of self (how will my performance outshine others). 

I am not a competitive person, but people that surrounds me are, and that's what made it difficult to adjust.  I know for myself that continued personal growth is still in progress.  I have to rely on the fact that at the end I'm the one responsible for my actions.  So at this time, I will finally put a stop on this habit of procrastination.  Yes, the habit of procrastination will be suspended, and I will work hard on accomplishing my personal goal.

Sending positive thoughts and love to the universe!!!

A creative passion that turned into business (Customized wooden handles)

Technology and its usefulness

What to do when you're finally bored of playing games in the computer? A question that opened my mind into new possibilities of satisfying my curiosity. Ok, I told myself, "I guess you are more than capable of learning anything you focused your mind into." So, the journey of embracing technology and its usefulness begins.

Most of us know that FB (Facebook) is one way we communicate with our love ones, friends, and colleagues from all over the world. I've been using this portal for quite some time now. I've also used skype to communicate face to face with my family back home. I've  explored you tube, blogging sites, twitter, instagram, as well as pinterest. Which, definitely expand my comfortability of using technologies that help me connect with amazing and wonderful people.

These technologies help me feel empowered, as I was able to learn different ways I could better myself. Empowering myself psychologically, and physically. The best part about it, is socially opening myself to sharing ideas to those talented, creative, and positive individuals who are inspiring myself and others with respect and love for individuality.

In conclusion, Technology and its usefulness is giving individuals the chance to express their creativity. Explore each ones ability to shine as a fun loving human beings, and whose not afraid to connect with like minded individuals with the use of the web.

Sending gratitude to the universe, and extending peace, love, and respect to those creative individuals who may end up reading my blogs. Thank you so much!

A Journey to Understanding My Sense of Being (Thoughts of Reason)

I always thought that we are who we think we are... The word who we THINK we are, struck me when I come across a video in you tube.  At that moment everything inside me started changing. The way I feel about my thoughts, how I interpret emotions, and the most important realization is... how I identify my self.

The journey didn't stop in just watching one episode, I was hooked, every time one episode ends I was longing for another episode to watch. But, I had to stop myself, as the mind dictates... I have to internalize what just had happened to me while watching  the video. 

At first, my mind try to reason out, always reminding me this and that. Thoughts that's been condition and was imbedded inside of me. I consider it as myself, not just a part of me, but who I am. Then this video just hit me, opening something inside of me that was hidden. That I thought had awakened.

Although this journey is not done, every day spent wondering this thoughts of reason just had to subside... I have to let it just happen, embrace WHAT IS... that my reason of thoughts could not comprehend. Let IT flow within me and stop analyzing every change that it brought into my whole being. 

Sending peace and love to the universe...
 Happy reading everyone! 

Learning How to Cook!!!

Ok, I'm not a big fan of cooking, but since living here in Hawaii "Big Island" in particular, going to restaurant is getting a bit expensive (taking into account the gas, time, and most especially the taste of food you're getting). So, to satisfy both mine and my husbands taste buds... I have to learn how to cook!

For real, my first thought was... Well it's not gonna be that hard, all I have to do is browse the internet, find some nice and tasty recipes, then follow them. But for some reason, I'm one of those visual learner type, so you tube comes in handy. Again and again my favorite learning school is YOU TUBE.  Of course, I consider it my favorite because it's free and a lot of you tube up-loaders are very nice and helpful enough to share their talents.

So anyway, I've learned cooking stir fry kind of type... At first, everything was great, hubby and I did enjoy the stir fry meal I prepare almost every night. But then, boredom of eating the same thing over and over again is kicking in. I need to prepare other stuff!!!

So tomorrow the quest for cooking other stuff begins. I will do my best to learn different cooking recipes and share about it using this blog.

I love learning, but don't like the pressure of peoples expectations.  So go for the gold in cooking!

"Learning is fun when you include passion with it."

Happy reading everyone!