I Love The New Me

I love the new me
The inspired artist writer that lies within me 
Who love to get lost in an unprecedented thoughts
That breaks the silence that controls emotions.

I love the new me
The inspired individual within me
Who enjoyed exploring my own thoughts
To bring satisfaction to the expanded memories

I love the new me
Who decided to be free
Free from any expectation laid against me
For I am me and I needed to be free.

Namaste! Sending love and peace to the universe and humanity.

Thank you for the Experiences You brought into My Life

Thank you for the experience you brought into my life
I see the beauty of the teachings it taught me
Every event leaves an everlasting mark
Making my whole existence one less of a dream.

Thank you for the experience you brought into my life
I started to see me and the unique beauty that I am
Conquering every self doubt that is hovering around
Replaced by a thought of what will I loose if I try.

Thank you for the experience you brought into my life
The unappreciated mask is starting to subside
Declaring that I am what I am
A forget-me-not flower whose trying to survive.


Namaste! Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity.

Let me love you in my dreams

Let me love you in my dreams
For I know that it will be a perfect dream
A perfect place for us to be free
Free to build an enchanting world to dream our dream.

Let me love you in my dreams
Where we can't feel the hurt or pain
Just feel the love that we can bring
And surrender to all this binding flame.

Let me love you in my dreams
And forget about the time and space in between
Where physical hindrances is so keen
To keep us distance from our dream.


Namaste! Sending healing, peace, and love to the universe and humanity.  

You Are The Compass To My Journey

You are the compass to my journey.
Your guiding hand lead me into my own path of bliss.
Your eyes seemed to see beyond my physical world. 
Bringing a treacle in a world full of bitterness.

You bring light into my path.
Making me see beyond the goodness that I have.
Leading me into a place of understanding and love.
That made me cherish experiences that once had scorned me apart.

Your wisdom has led me to shine.
Giving spark to the divine being that I am.
Opening a glow of light where ever I may be.
Pouring happiness to all that surrounds me.


Namaste! Sending Love and Peace to the Universe and Humanity.

Welcome to My World, of fantasy and dreams

Welcome to my world, of fantasy and dreams.
The world I created that only few had seen
It always bring me peace once I let you in.
Especially when you portray a role you perfectly blend in.

Welcome to my world, of fantasy and dreams.
Where I am Lana and you are my Clark Kent.
Together we build a beautiful world, full of love and dreams
Working side by side to give lovingly service that cannot be seen.

Welcome to my world, of fantasy and dreams.
That makes me give the kindness that people want and only dreamed.
Because in my world, I only see their beauty and the love they yearningly seek.
That made me provide understanding and help bring about positive change.


Namaste! Sending Love and Peace to the Universe and Humanity.

I Love Thinking About You

I love thinking about you.
It give me a sense of inspiration, every time you cross my mind.
It makes me smile just remembering your laugh.

I love remembering how positively you come across to me.
The thought of how you see the strength in my character.
Pushing me to be more active in acknowledging those strength.

I love how you made me feel.
It give me a sense of accomplishment.
Even if to the eyes of others I just made a big mess.

Most of all, I love thinking about you
Because you make me feel safe to be me
Letting me see that I am more than what I can be.


Namaste! Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity.


 

I was content in knowing you

I was content in knowing...
You see me even if I haven't told you I see you too.

I was content in knowing...
I have your back to support me, while we both experience unspoken connectedness.

I was content in knowing...
I was able to support you in a way I know how, although we both know you needed the support I cannot give.

I was content in knowing...
I can see you through a window full of walls that bind your space between mine.

I was content in knowing...
I have to distance myself from you to lessen the pain we are giving to those who made a difference in our life.

I was content in knowing...
That with you, I have come in full circles understanding the magic of my existence.


Namaste! Sending my love to the universe and humanity.

I Admire You

I admire you... Because...
You have the capacity to see a hurtful situation beyond the hurt it brings. 

I admire you... Because...
Even if your hurting inside, you still manage to see the light behind the dark clouds.

I admire you... Because...
You always have the heart to make the feelings of others a priority before yours.

I admire you... Because...
You try to understand a situation, judging the outcome using your heart instead of listening to your ego.

I admire you... Because...
When you love, you love with all your heart it doesn't matter if it has been responded to or not.

I admire you... Because...
I know that the way you give love reflects the way I also give love.

I admire you the most for understanding the real me when nobody else can.


Namaste! Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity.

Angels Works in a Mysterious Way

People in our life come and go, some of them come as an angel, opening doors that lead us to be aligned to the purpose of why we are brought into this world.

The opportunity of meeting them sometimes comes as a surprise, the unexpected turn of events when they made that difference seemed so unreal, if one is not tuned into ones own intuition, their presence brings havoc.

At some point, one may come into conclusion that this person is their soulmate, but in reality, the purpose they come across your path is to consciously brings awareness of love within oneself.

I have been fortunate enough to encounter one, my sense of connection with all the people I care about changes, letting me see the unconscious enabling I had been providing towards the people I care and love deeply.

Although it seems like I want their presence all the time, I realize that the time spent with them is a blessing enough.

So to you my angel, thank you for coming into my life, I will always love you for bringing awareness to the real meaning of love, and I will always treasure the time we spent being together.

Namaste everyone!  Sending peace and love to the universe!

Little quirks in life

I admit it, I try to internalize my feelings first before I open up to anyone, knowing for sure I get my point across without being misunderstood.  But lately, I tend to just say anything that comes to mind, because of frustration... I guess.

Now, a question comes in mind. "How can I get my husband to understand my point of view?"... Bear in mind that we are talking about women's vs men's own interpretation in answering a question.

I have read Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus by John Gray.  It teaches me a lot when it comes to dealing with understanding how men interpret a question being asked. But yet, I'm still dumbfounded every time I had to deal with his little quirks.

At times I tell myself, enough is enough, this guy needs a reality check. But that's it, I'm only limited to my own words, I need to know how to do it in action. Better yet, stand on my ground by way of action.

At the end of the day, I'm also dumbfounded at myself, for always seeing the best side of everything even if at times he is crossing my boundaries.  What else can I say, I'm not the ABCD type option of a person. I stick like a super glue when it comes to the aspect of my personal life's important decision making... So help me GOD.

"Just a little side of me, behind the scene of my daily existence. Sending peace and love to the universe while understanding my journey."

Namaste Everyone!

The Closed Door with a Broken Key

You opened the door long have been shut, forgotten and tucked away.
Found the broken key I purposely threw and walked away.
With the touch of your hand you returned it to me with a tear.
A moment of sadness I never thought I once again would be able to feel.

I know you will never understand exactly what had just transpire.
That moment you blindly opened the door, I had forgotten for in a while.
Handing me the broken key and fixing it with your uncanny smile.
Leaving me helpless, rekindling the familiar feeling hidden for a long time.

It pains me to realize I could not once again comply, with that familiar feeling
behind the door you unknowingly opened, and just left behind.
Once more I have to throw away the found key, closed the door you have
blindly opened with unconscious gesture you unwittingly provide.

I look back to stare at the closed door I once had forgotten in a while.
Learn to admire that painful feeling inside a hidden door I left behind.
Now I can move forward with a light heart and a peaceful smile.
Because you inadvertently provide a blissful feeling that made this all worthwhile.

Thank you my friend!