I'm Always Grateful

I'm always grateful,
For all the wonderful loving individuals I meet along my journey.
And those unexpected situations and events that bring me tons of blessings.

I'm always grateful,
For every stages of my life, from infant to present, that served as my guide
Realizing that, hardships and struggles in life, is nothing but my own personal road map.

I'm always grateful,
For achieving what I perceived is success, that acquiring more is a selfish act
For I know that I had been given way more than what I deserve.

So, to everyone who happen to cross my path and have witnessed my journey.
Your presence have been an integral part of my being, and with this I ask
PLEASE accept my deepest gratitude and allow me to say THANK YOU.


Namaste! Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity... While shining light to my own journey.

Acceptance of Love

A good communication is always the best.
Being able to talk to someone without feeling any of the emotional pain.
Reminisce all the memories and be able to accept the lesson it brings.
The kind of thing where you can laugh and say wow that was not my intent.

At times during the conversation you feel the negative friction
But keep the positive focus and shine the light on such conversation.
Analyzing every interaction with unconditional love and devotion.
To be free from negative manipulation of the ego who scream and shout in distitution.

Yes finally we agreed, that I see your pain and you see my pain.
Untangled by talking and understanding our hidden conditioning scream.
Letting go of emotional bound behind the conditioning of blaming game.
And start a new journey of our love as husband and wife turned into a friend.

I love the new you, more so than the old you.
Because I finally knew the conditioning character that both of us thought was you.
So let me love you for the real you, and continue the healing process both of us have to go through.
For all of this is a must, for us to come in full circle of our love.

I love you honey!

Namaste! Shining light to my journey... Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity.

Unconscious Responsibility To Carry

A responsibility to carry,
When agreed to unconsciously brings so much pain.
Pain in a way that loose the sound of your own voice,
That let the voice of others serve as your own.

An unconscious responsibility to carry,
When all you do is give pleasure to those who you agreed to.
Sacrificing the voice within you so as not to give hurt and pain
To those who will be affected when you decided to let your own voice be heard.

A responsibility to carry,
Realizing that pain be gets pain, and facing them will bring havoc.
So you continue to carry those unconscious responsibility
Hoping and waiting maybe someday conscious awakening will then happen.


Namaste! Bringing light to my own journey... Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity.

Understanding one aspect of my journey (interactions with people)

When I was young, I didn't understand a lot of things.
So I rely on the judgement of elders to guide my every actions.
In my innocent mind I admire them, for knowing so much.
I look at myself and tell my inner child that someday I too will know so much.

But then as I grow older, the thought of admiring is slowly vanishing.
Because then I realize that they don't know that much.
Instead what they have is that they just acquire knowledge.
Never really knowing the why behind that knowledge.

So, I stopped admiring them, instead I tried to understand them.
In my surprise anybody could acquire knowledge, act  on them, without real intention.
I was so disheartened, in my fragile mind, I expect them to be what they say and do.
But yet, I still try to understand them, thinking maybe there is something I'm missing to understand.

So my journey begins, I don't see them for their actions anymore.
I try to see them as the why for their actions, that soothes my heart I was able to move on.
I was able to understand that as a human we have to behave in a way opposite to what we feel.
In my case, I want to behave the way I feel, but I always get into trouble.

So another journey, minimize interacting with people, maybe then I won't get hurt often.
With that, I started seeing only the best in people, realizing that the less interaction I have with them
The better for me to understand the why of their actions and be fully present to know them.
The real person behind each facade they have learned to put forward to the outside world.

Namaste! Bringing light to my journey is my inspiration... Sending love and peace to the universe and humanity.

I Am Me

I am me
I analyze, feel, and connect
Like me, hate me, but this is me

I am me
I love to understand deeper
But most of all I love to love unconditionally

I am me
I stay inside my bubble
But when I get out you see and feel the best of me

I am me
I recognize, acknowledge, and portray
A weak and strong personality within me

For I know deep inside
We all need to embrace every experiences bad or good
To come out refresh, shining, and burning with positive fire again


Namaste! Sending love and peace to the universe and humanity.

I Love The New Me

I love the new me
The inspired artist writer that lies within me 
Who love to get lost in an unprecedented thoughts
That breaks the silence that controls emotions.

I love the new me
The inspired individual within me
Who enjoyed exploring my own thoughts
To bring satisfaction to the expanded memories

I love the new me
Who decided to be free
Free from any expectation laid against me
For I am me and I needed to be free.

Namaste! Sending love and peace to the universe and humanity.

Thank you for the Experiences You brought into My Life

Thank you for the experience you brought into my life
I see the beauty of the teachings it taught me
Every event leaves an everlasting mark
Making my whole existence one less of a dream.

Thank you for the experience you brought into my life
I started to see me and the unique beauty that I am
Conquering every self doubt that is hovering around
Replaced by a thought of what will I loose if I try.

Thank you for the experience you brought into my life
The unappreciated mask is starting to subside
Declaring that I am what I am
A forget-me-not flower whose trying to survive.


Namaste! Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity.

Let me love you in my dreams

Let me love you in my dreams
For I know that it will be a perfect dream
A perfect place for us to be free
Free to build an enchanting world to dream our dream.

Let me love you in my dreams
Where we can't feel the hurt or pain
Just feel the love that we can bring
And surrender to all this binding flame.

Let me love you in my dreams
And forget about the time and space in between
Where physical hindrances is so keen
To keep us distance from our dream.


Namaste! Sending healing, peace, and love to the universe and humanity.  

You Are The Compass To My Journey

You are the compass to my journey.
Your guiding hand lead me into my own path of bliss.
Your eyes seemed to see beyond my physical world. 
Bringing a treacle in a world full of bitterness.

You bring light into my path.
Making me see beyond the goodness that I have.
Leading me into a place of understanding and love.
That made me cherish experiences that once had scorned me apart.

Your wisdom has led me to shine.
Giving spark to the divine being that I am.
Opening a glow of light where ever I may be.
Pouring happiness to all that surrounds me.


Namaste! Sending Love and Peace to the Universe and Humanity.

Welcome to My World, of fantasy and dreams

Welcome to my world, of fantasy and dreams.
The world I created that only few had seen
It always bring me peace once I let you in.
Especially when you portray a role you perfectly blend in.

Welcome to my world, of fantasy and dreams.
Where I am Lana and you are my Clark Kent.
Together we build a beautiful world, full of love and dreams
Working side by side to give lovingly service that cannot be seen.

Welcome to my world, of fantasy and dreams.
That makes me give the kindness that people want and only dreamed.
Because in my world, I only see their beauty and the love they yearningly seek.
That made me provide understanding and help bring about positive change.


Namaste! Sending Love and Peace to the Universe and Humanity.

I Love Thinking About You

I love thinking about you.
It give me a sense of inspiration, every time you cross my mind.
It makes me smile just remembering your laugh.

I love remembering how positively you come across to me.
The thought of how you see the strength in my character.
Pushing me to be more active in acknowledging those strength.

I love how you made me feel.
It give me a sense of accomplishment.
Even if to the eyes of others I just made a big mess.

Most of all, I love thinking about you
Because you make me feel safe to be me
Letting me see that I am more than what I can be.


Namaste! Sending peace and love to the universe and humanity.